He left his iPod in his girlfriends car, the lovely monica l0l aka my cupcake. So when we found it I looked at some of his music and I was like mine l0l, I love having new music…LOVE IT! some of it I don’t really like but theres a lot of it that I’m just like 0_0……YAYYY!!! l0l he has a lot of stuff I’ve never heard before and I love it! l0l It makes me happy when I find new music I love ^-^ although now I have almost 9000 songs in my itunes X_x this makes for a slow itunes on my computer l0l.

9000!!!!!!! WHAT THE WORLD!

Is is sad that this makes me this happy??

Spray painted 5 shirts last night, one kj-52, 2 newsboys, and one david crowder band shirt. I’m so excited about this next year! Being back at school…I’m so happy to be back! But not so happy cause someone will be on campus :-/ idk, I think the time apart is a good thing. Just saying.

Will update more later when I’m not downstairs or about to maybe play a card game.

New kids on the block

 Boyzone

Backstreet Boys

Nsync:

5ive

98 Degrees

Westlife

O-town

B2K

 Jonas Brothers

V Factory

I am X-ray

Amy Can Fly

Basshunter

1-800-unicorn

idk, not alot of songs really make me cry, and the songs that do it’s just the first time. So I can’t really pick one song that makes me cry, sometimes (depending on how I feel) a TON of songs will make me cry, and sometimes nothing at all will make me cry at all l0l. Sometimes I’m a big baby about everything and sometimes I’m the hardest person in the world l0l.

I read alot more fiction then I do non-fiction but one non-fiction book made me think, and cry and really see that I can do so much more. It’s a book called She Said Yes, it’s the story about Cassie Bernall who was killed in the Columbine High School shooting. She was killed because she refused to say she did not believe in God. She was a normal teenage girl, she seems like someone I would be friends with, she loved God with all her heart, and one word stood between her death and her life. All she had to do was say no and she would still be alive today, but then we would have this book to talk about, and we wouldn’t have an awesome song writen about her by Flyleaf.

We all have gilty pleasures right? I have quite a few :)

#1:Big time rush-Yes I love this show, I think (most of) the guys are cute, and I love the songs on that show.

#2:he jonas brothers-I hate to say this, but I love some of their music, and their show is not all that bad

#3:Old boy bands-N*sync, backstreat boys, 98 degrees I still love listening to that stuff :) Maybe it’s because it reminds me of the good old days.

#4:Wearing Heals-I never do, inless I have to, but I LOVE LOVE wearing heals. They make me feel prettier then I normaly feel.

#5:Going to the movies with my friends-We can talk about the hot guys, talk about the movie, laugh, and I don’t have to worry about other people, it’s like it’s just me and my friends :)

#6:Getting my hair, nails and makeup done-I’ve only gotten my hair and makeup done once, and I loved it! It was so much fun just sitting there and having people do my hair and nails and makeup, I felt like a princess, plus the girl that did my hair was so cool!

#7:Chessy love movies-I love them, they give me hope, I know life isn’t like the movies but they still make me see that maybe their is a guy out there like that for me.

#8:The secret life of the american teenager-I love this show, they all have so much drama, I mean really who has this much drama in their life!

#9:Romantic books-I love reading, and I always have since I was little, but as I get older I read more and more and I’ve just started reading some love stories and I love love them.

#10:Ke$ha-ohhh goodness! I love love her music! why? because yes, in most of her songs she sounds like other singer, her songs are so good!

#11:Twilight-Everything about it! The books, the movies, the soundtracks, the merch. And who can forget, THE GUYS!! (well…most of them but not Edward) Emmett, Jasper, Jacob, but most of all…EMMETT!!! l0l

#12:Never back down:Good story, but again THE GUYS!!!! l0l I’ll take them. (I would still take Emmett over them)

#13:MTV shows-They are so scripted it makes me laugh, I love them so much just because you can always tell how fake they all are! It’s great!

#14:Dancing around the house when I’m home alone-Come on, who doesn’t like to do this! It’s so much fun, sometimes I don’t even have music on l0l now thats sad.

#15:80’s teen movies-They are so much better then some of the movies they try to come out with now. They arn’t as stupid l0l they actually rock.

#16:Independent film channel/independent films-Some of them have really bad acting and stuff, but sometimes you find a really good ones and the good ones are AMAZING!!

#17:Rap music-But only the stuff that was popular when I was younger, Right thurr, My goodies, This is why I’m hot, Walk it out, Anything Usher, l0l stuff from the early 2000’s, and I don’t really like it so much if it cusses alot.

#18:Comedy Central-They have some SUPER funny people on there sometimes, and I love it, staying up real late sitting in bed laughing my butt off :).

#19:Making lists-Yes, I love making lists, sometimes way to many pointless long lists.

Sometimes when I lie
I know you’re on to me
Sometimes I don’t mind
How hateful that I can be

Sometimes I don’t try
To make you happy
I don’t know why I do the things I do to you but…

Sometimes I don’t wanna be better
Sometimes I can’t be put back together
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
There’s someone else who could be
Just as messed up as me

Sometimes don’t deny
That everything is wrong
Sometimes rather die
Than to admit it’s my fault

Sometimes when you cry
I just don’t care at all
I don’t know why I do the things I do to you but…

I want someone to hurt
Like the way I hurt
It’s sick but it makes me feel better

Sometimes I can’t hide
The demons that I face
Sometimes don’t deny
I’m sometimes sinner sometimes saint

My Batteries died sometime ago
Gotta heart shaped box where they must go
Corrosion’s building everyday
My flesh is leading me astray that’s why I started to decay and I will slowly rot away but I can’t feel
that anyway

This heart it wants to beat
These Lungs they want to breathe
These eyes they wants to see
Gotta Mouth that wants to sing

Desperation
Needing U
Every last breath
I scream for you
Shatter me into a million pieces…Make me new

Crush me, tear me, break me, mold me
Make me what U want me to be
I am ur’s for U to use
Oh, Take and Replace me with U

Needing more than just a jump start to get me through
My disconnection is now the issue…..

I miss my 1st love bad and its driving me mad
Just Like a mixed up crazy person out of his head
Its been a long long time I’ve been on the decline
I do an a-bout face so I can be replaced. 180!!!

This heart it wants to beat
These Lungs they want to breathe
These eyes they wants to see
Gotta Mouth that wants to sing

Desperation
Needing U
Every last breath
I scream for you
Shatter me into a million pieces…Make me new

Crush me, tear me, break me, mold me
Make me what U want me to be

Replace me-Family Force 5